The Pursuit

I am almost 30 years old now.   Before, I have been making bad choices in my life that has difficult consequences.  I have been struggling to find my own pace.  Happiness and contentment are something that we are trying to achieve since we walk this earth. Most of us know that it is very difficult and confusing to achieve it. To understand the meaning of it you must know yourself first and ask, what do I really want, what is my passion and what makes me happy?  These questions are very simple but the answers are somehow confusing and it makes someone walk through deep deep shit just to answer it. Some people we envy just because they were born with the something that most of us has just dream about. Some of us are born with none. I’ve heard some people saying we are born with happiness and it is just our lifestyle and standards that make it go away. It is correct actually.  But it has some deep explaining. Contentment is related with happiness. When you are happy It means you are content with your life.

As I was saying, choices, we make our own choices. How in the world would a choice matter with your destiny. It has an arguement since ages, same as the argument between who is first chicken or egg. The choices we make matters in our life. Some bad and some good it has consequences and results. We would have wished that all choices are right. But we all make both.

The first big life choice that I made was studies. What would I want to be when I grow up?  I wanted to be a scientist. I wanted to invent things that would change the world. Ok, I didn’t become a scientist. Then  last I wanted to be a soldier or a pilot. This is because I have a passion about war and kicking some butt. I read a lot about world war 2. Well that is my passion until now. So I didn’t become a pilot because it is damn expensive to study it. And that time we are just making our ends meet. I didn’t become a soldier too, just because my mom wants me to grow old and she don’t like to bring flowers to my grave. I told her I am damn too good to be killed. Maybe because I have the dream to be a Rambo someday or just to be like my  hero , Leo Major. (Read about him.) So it came to the point that I have to make a choice. I just graduated high school. All my buddies know what they want to take up. Me, I was so confused. How in the world would I be a scientist or a pilot. So my life choice, I took hotel and restaurant management. I just figured out that I wanted to work on leisure serving people or opening up my own business. I was wrong!! I didn’t end up like that, way far.  I figured out that I don’t like serving other people because it sucked. Treating you like shit and stuff. Asking you to get their fork or a napkin or something like that. So here I am having a degree on how to serve people that I didn’t like. So that was a wrong move for me. Taking a degree that I don’t like, what the hell was I thinking. It still affects me now 14 years later. I should have just taken an engineering degree. I wouldn’t have thought about that because I really suck in math. Or maybe an acting lesson. Who knows?  

   I will continue this on my other posts. I do not want to write a book. Just want to share it. So to be continued.

I never regret my choices. I would just think that I know when I made the choice that it was the right thing.  Otherwise I would have ended up different if I have chosen the other choice. I wouldn’t be even here. I would like to think on a positive way. Some people take it negatively which is also a choice and may end them up in a negative way too. I even told somebody that for all the wrong things that I have done you are the most right. I don’t know  if it means the one that I am thinking. But it sounds crazy.   But truth is I am happy, I am contented with my life. Thanks to all things that I have done and to the choices I have made.    

A Real Life Supehero

I just want to share the story of my real life superhero. Leo Major, a soldier from the French Canadian Army during WWII. When i red about his story i was in disbelief that it is possible for a man to this. He is a real life superhero that is what he is.  He had cheated death a million times and ate fear for breakfast. He was really humble. He did not tell his accomplishments even to his family and friends for the reason that they will not simply believe him. Until somebody from his unit told them.

If i would have the chance i would have tried to meet him to just shake his hands and tell him that he is one of the best soldiers that ever walked this planet.  He has died back in 2008 at age 87. Lucky for those who have shared him his life.

So i copied a story about him from www.badassoftheweek.com that i have red. People who have a passion about the second world war would love to read this story. And fact about this man would be with us forever.

I hope someday a movie about him would be made. For the rest of the world to know what men sacrificed for us to walk earth in peace.

(www.badassoftheweek.com)

I know that technically we have to be enemies for the time being (at least until the final horn sounds on the third period of the Olympic Hockey tournament and we've finally decided who gets US-Canada bragging rights for the next four years), but all this talk about Canada and the Winter Games and all that crap has got me thinking about one thing – dead Nazis, and lots of 'em. In a large way this weird subliminal association between Canadians and machine gunned SS soldiers has to do with the actions of one man – a lowly Private in the Canadian military who went out and did some of the most insane shit you'll ever read about. During his adventures ripping the hedgerows of Normandy into sawdust, Leo Major became not just the only Canuck to receive the Distinguished Conduct Medal (the second-highest award for bravery offered by the Royal government) twice, but the only person from any Commonwealth country to win it for actions in two separate wars.
Of course, being a total head-smashing badass isn't just about kicking in teeth, confiscating enemy ballsacks, and then standing there while some high-ranking self-important douchebag pins a small chunk of tin on your chest. Much like many of the bizarre contests that we are watching on television during this Olympic cylce with equal parts respect and WTF confusion, there are style points involved, and holy shitballs did Private Leo Major of the Chaudiere Regiment of the Canadian Army bring his A-game to Europe back when Hitler needed a good bit of iron-fisted cock-punching justice.
Major kicked things off by landing on Normandy along with the rest of the Canadian military, and I'd wager that anybody who's ever played any of the ten billion World War II-themed video games on the market today can tell you that running across a beach while Nazis shoot machine guns at your face is no picnic. Well not only did Majors miraculously manage to somehow not die nose-down in the surf, but on his first day in the lovely French countryside he went out and single-handedly captured one of these bad boys:


Leo Major, a scout and sniper by trade, charged out in broad daylight, popped an entire squad of Nazis, stole their ride, and then impressed all his superiors when they discovered that the jacked truck was loaded up with communications gear that would prove invaluable in terms of intercepting and deciphering German messages during the Normandy Campaign. For those of you out there who aren't experts in military tactics and strategy, being able to know what your enemy is going to do before he does it is kind of a good thing if you enjoy not losing wars, and that's a benefit that the Allies had in no small part to Leo Major's raging iron ballsack.
Helping out the intel cause one bullet at a time was great and all, so about a week later Major went out and pissed off a squad of battle-hardened badass SS soldiers. Sure, the SS were the most elite force the Nazis could field, but Major still smoked all eight of them. Unfortunately right as the last guy was getting ready to eat it he chucked a phosphorous grenade that blew up in Leo's face, covering him with a very unpleasant coating of burning-hot liquid. Major lost all vision in his right eye, but when the Allied docs told him to pack up and head home, this German-smiting asskicker demanded to stay on the front. He argued, in true badass fashion, that as long as he had one eye to look into the scope of his rifle he was still capable of serving his country. From that point on, Leo Major went into battle with an eyepatch on his right eye, which is a detail that is so awesome I think I may have just crapped. Oh, and just in case Nazi-killing pirate snipers still aren't tough enough for you somehow, Major also refused evacuation a few years later when his APC drove over a landmine and he broke his back in a couple places. Even something as ridiculous as a fractured spine didn't stop this maniac from finishing out the war, going out to fight in another one, and winning bravery medals in both.

Major's first larger-than-life action came during the Battle of the Scheldt in the Netherlands in late 1944. Major and his best friend (a lumberjack named Willy, because when you're a hardcore Canadian you're more or less obligated to be best friends with a lumberjack commando) went out to scout a town and figure out what the hell happened to a company of Canadian infantry that had failed to return from a reconnaissance mission. Major went into the town, discovered that the company had been captured, and then single-handedly captured the entire enemy garrison by running up and down guard posts jamming his rifle in peoples' faces and screaming at them. He returned to the Allied camp with 93 German prisoners in tow. Because this was so insane, the British high command offered him a Distinguished Conduct Medal, but Leo told them to get bent and shove the medal up their asses. In Major's opinion, Allied High Command General Bernard Montgomery was such an incompetent dickbrain that he wasn't qualified to be giving medals out to anyone, and any award issued by him was about as worthless as he was. Try to keep in mind, now, that this is a Private talking about the most senior officer in his army. Say what you'd like about maintaining respect for the chain of command, but this takes some giant balls.
Luckily for Democracy, the Canadian high command didn't see fit to reprimand this guy for his not so subtle diss of Monty, and their decision ended up paying off in one of the most balls-out one-man battles ever fought – the single-handed capture of the Dutch town of Zwolle by Private Leo Major and his implacable rage.
One quiet night in 1945 Major and his buddy were sent out to do some recon in the Nazi-occupied town of Zwolle, report back on enemy numbers, and maybe establish contact with the Dutch resistance. Sadly, not long into the mission, Willy the Lumberjack was cheap-shotted and killed by a German machine gun. This set off one of the most epic blood rages ever recorded. Leo Major completely flipped his shit, strapped three machine guns onto his back, grabbed a huge sack of hand grenades, and charged into the quiet town with his guns and weapons blazing. Leo ran around like a berserker madman, creating such a clusterfuck of explosions, fires, and dead bodies that the German garrison was convinced that they were fighting a vastly superior force. During his mad rampage of Nazi destruction, this one-eyed juggernaut kicked in the door of an SS officer's club, kiled four high-ranking enemy commanders in a firefight, and then went and ran out and burned down the local headquarters of the Gestapo. By the time the sun rose on Zwolle the next morning, the entire German garrison had evacuated and the town was returned to Dutch control. To this day Leo Major is still remembered as the sole savior of Zwolle, an honor that kind of blows my mind a little.


Major would deservedly receive his first DCM for the insanity at Zwolle, but the second one would come a decade later and halfway around the world, during the fighting in the Korean conflict. Major, who by this time had graciously been promoted to Corporal, was sent to infiltrate a key hill that had just been captured from the Americans by a huge force of nearly forty thousand Chinese soldiers. Major snuck in with 19 other French Canadian hardasses, set up fortifications, and – for whatever reason – decided to open fire on the Chinese. In a massive battle that lasted for three days and nights, Leo Major and his 20-man platoon somehow captured the hill and held off desperate counterattacks by two full divisions of the Chinese army. Major was right in the middle of the whole thing, pumping up his men and calling mortar fire down mere feet from his position to ensure maximum detonation of his enemies. That's some stone-cold shit right there, but at this point we know it to be par for the course for this guy.
Leo Major died in 2008, but nowadays he is fondly remembered as a hero to Canadians, Dutch, and pretty much anybody who's a fan of guys in eyepatches that kick their enemies in the groin as hard as possible whenever the opportunity presents itself. His old unit now offers a yearly award in his name to the toughest company in the regiment, and the people of Zwolle continue to teach him in their public school curriculum. There's also a constellation named after him, but there's a slight chance that may have been around first. (www.badassoftheweek.com)

Ang Pyesta ng Pananampalataya.

Bilang isang residente ng Quiapo noong aking kabataan. Tuwing sasapit ang ika siyam ng Enero, aming ginugunita ang kapistahan ng itim na Nazareno. Para sa akin ito ang pagunita sa ating pananampalataya at pagmamahal sa Panginoon. Dinudumog ng mga tao ang santong patron ng Quiapo, ang Nuestro Padre Nazareno, na dinala noong siglo 1800 ng Oredeng Recoletos at itinampok sa simbahang nakaharap sa tanyag na Plaza Miranda.

Kasaysayan.

Ang estatwa ng Itim na Nazareno ay dinala sa Maynila ng mga pari mula sa Augustinian recollect noong Mayo 31, 1606. Ang imahe nito ay inilagak sa unang simabahan ng Recollect sa Bagumbayan (na ngayon ay parte ng Rizal Park), at pinasuyahan noong Setyembre 10, 1606.

Noong 1608, ang pangalawang pinakamalaking simbahang Recollect na inihandog kay San Nicolas de Tolentino na natapos sa loob ng Intramuros (Kung saan nakalagak ang ngayon ang gusali ng Manila Bulletin) at ang imahe ng Nuestro Padre Jesus nazareno ay inilipat dito. Ang mga pari ng Recollect ay patuloy na isinulong ang debosyon sa Paghihirap ni hesus sa pamamagitan ng nasabing imahe.

Noong 1787 nagutos ang arsobispo ng Maynila na ilipat ang imahe sa Quiapo, sa ilalim ng pagtaguyod kay Saint John the Baptist. Ang imahe ng Nazareno ay naisalba sa ibat ibang kalamidad at digmaan tulad ng nasunog ang simbahang ng Quiapo noong taong 1791 at 1929 gayun din ang lindol noong 1645 at 1863 at ang pagbomba sa Maynila noong 1945 noong panahon ng ikalawang pangdaigdigang digmaan.

Noong 1998, isang replika ng orihinal na imahe ng Itim na Nazareno ang ipinarada dahil sa pinsalang nakamit ng orihinal na imahe mula noon, ginamit na ito sa mga prusisyon habang ang orihinal na imahe ay nanatiling nakalagak sa loob ng simbahan. Ang iba pang maliit na replika ng imahe ay matatagpuan sa loob ng simbahan. (www.wikipilipinas.com)

Sa bawat taon ng aking sinubaybayan ang pyesta, napatunayan ko sa sarili ko na ganun ang paniniwala natin sa pagpapanata. Marami din naman kasi akong kilalang tao na natupad ang kahilingan sa pagpapanata. Kahit ako mismo ay may panata din sa sarili ko pero hindi sa paraang maglalakad ako sa buong Quiapo ng nakayapak at makikipag agawan ako sa lubid na para bang ikakamatay ko pag di ko nahawakan. Masyado ng may pagkaextreme ang panata na yun sa tingin ko. E pano ba naman kasi ilang milyong mga kababayan natin ang gustong sabay sabaya na humawak sa lubid. Mangarap ka kung gusto mong mahawakan ng hindi nasasaktan, siguro maghanda ka na lang ng band aid at plaster para gamutin ang sugat mo. Pero minsan ko din sinubukan na makipagagawan pero ako ay nabigo. Hindi kinaya ang makipagsiksikan sa tatlong milyong tao.

Nung ako ay nabigo na makipagbuno sa mahabang lubid, dali na lang akong umuwi at hinintay ang pagdaan sa bahay ng Nazareno. Sa Arlegui ako nakatira nun at may second floor kami kaya dun akko naghintay. Doon ko nakita ang dami pala talaga ng tao. Yun ang pinakamaraming tao na nakita ko sa buong buhay ko ng sabaysabay. Yun ang literal na hindi mahuhulugan ng karayum. Habang hinihintay ko ang pagdaan ng Nazareno, ako ay taimtim na nagdasal, ramdam na ramdam ko ang aking pananampalataya. At di kalaunan ay dumating na aking aking hinintay.

Nung nakita ko ang Nazareno, ibang iba ang aking naramdaman. Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Doon ko naintindihan lahat ang pakikipagpatayan ng mga deboto makahawak lang sa lubid o makahalik, at makapagpunas ng panyo sa Kanya. Espesyal ang araw na yun para sa aming lahat at naging parte ito ng buhay namin na hindi namin malilimutan. Kung may pagkakataon lang ako gagawin kong makapunta sa pyesta taon taon.

Bilang pagtatapos gusto ko din sanang ipaliwanag na hindi pa din dahil sa pagupunas o pagpunta lang ang ibig sabihn ng Pyesta ng Quiapo. May mas malalim pa itong kahulugan. Ito ay ang ating pagunita sa ating Pananampalataya at Paniniwala sa Ating Diyos. Tayo mismo sa sarili natin ang nagpapatibay nito. Maniwala ka at mamuhay ka ng ayon sa tamang paraan.



Maligayang Pyesta sa Lahatng mga Deboto. Pyesta natin itong lahat!!!

Walang Katulad ang Bagong Taon sa Pilipinas.

Bilang isang owepdobolyu sa gitnang silangan, hindi maikukumpara ang selebrasyon ng bagong taon dito kesa sa Pinas. Lahat kaming wala dyan sa Pinas ay wala nang ibang mahihiling pa kundi magteleport sa oras na malapit nang mag alas dose. Pakinggan ang mga nakagawiang magpaputok ng kwitis at ang maiilaw na krismas layts na mga bago pa mag valentines day tatangalin. Na makasama ang buong pamilya, Si lolo at lola, si Nanay at Tatay, Si ate at kuya hangang sa apo sa tuhod at minsan kasama din ang mga apo sa talmpakan at mga apo sa balunbalunan at kung sino sino pang mga kamaganak at kapitbahay.

 

Pero bago ang lahat magsisimba muna ang buong maganak, sympre suot mo ang bago mong damit na binili mo nung pasko.  Nung bata ako hindi ako makapagkonsetreyt sa pagsisimba dahil hindi muna ako papakainin ng nanay ko at maghintay na daw ako ng sabaysabay kakain sa oras ng alas dose. Minsan ay tumatakas ako sa pagpapak ng lumpya, o menudo, at pag walang makuha e ubas na lang. Gutom na gutom ako sa simbahan. Pero ok lang dahil sabi ko nga suot ko ang bago kong damit. Mabango pa at amoy SM. Kaya payabangan muna kaming magkakaibigan. Di naman kami papasok nun sa simbahan e. Dun lang kami tatambay sa upuan sa labas. Haay sarap maging bata. Ewan ko ba kung bakit yung mga bata e gustong tumanda at yung mga matanda e nagsisinungaling pa sa edad bumata lang.

Pag tapos magsimba, kanya kanyang hangos na sa bahay at maghahanda na ng mga trompilyo. Ang mga sinturon ni hudas ay ilalatag na at ang mga fountain ay ipupwesto na. Dapat makapaghanda ng maaga para masindihan agad pag sapit ng alas dose. Nakakabad trip kasi kung ayaw sumindi ng paputok mo tapos mas malakas na ang tunog ng sa kapitbahay. Tapos pataasan ng fountain. Mas malaki mas ok. Yuung tipo bang yung apoy e aabot na sa 3^rd floor ng bahay ng kapitbahay o sa kawad ng kuryente yun ang mas ok. Pero nakakatakot naman kasi ang fountain punong puno ng pulbura yun at kung sumabog yun sa kamay mo e malamang yung mga daliri mo ang ihahanda mo bilang tocino o kaya ay barbeque. Eew!! Basahin nyo na lang yung nauna kong post tungkol sa paputok.  

Sympre eto na ang paborito ng mga kaibigan kong lasenggo pag tapos ng kainan sa bahay ayan na.. pupunta na sa inuman yan. Magkikita kita na kami sa aming tagpuan kung saan man mapagkasunduan na lugar na gusting mukang Jurassic park pag dating ng umaga. Di pedeng taon taon sa isang bahay e kasi alam mo naman ban na kami pag tapos ng inuman. So ayan sa inuman maguusap ng mga drama sa buhay nung nakaraang taon, mga tsismis sa showbiz at sa ibang tropa, pede na din kung sino ang pinakamadaming naging chiks. Sympre ako ang bumabangka dun. Dati yun ha. Tapos dadating na dyan yung kaibigan kong born again at pangangaralan kaming lahat. May asar, hangang sa magtalo na magaway magsapakan ayan barangayan na.  So next year yan na ang paguusapan naming yung mga mukang tanga nung nakaraang bagong taon.

Yan ang sarap simulan mo ang unang araw ng taon ng may hangover, masakit ang ulo, putol ang kamay, masakit ang dibdib, suka ng suka, nagtatae, o minsan pa ay may black eye o hindi man lang alam ang nangyari nung besperas. Ay sarap.. Pero yan ang nakaugalian natin. Kahit ano pang sinabi kong masama, yun pa din ang gusto kong pagseselebreyt ng bagong taon. At kahit nasaan man kami maging nasa ibang planeta man e hindi namin pagpapalit yan. Maliban na lang sa paputok. Laging tatandaan ok lang na lasing wag lang walang putok ang daliri at kamay.

Resolusyon

Itong darating na 2012 gagawa na naman tayo ng mga new years resolusyon na simula pa nung sanggol tayo ay atin nang ginawa. Sa aking sariling opinion ay ang pagawa ng mga resolusyon na ito  sa bagong taon ay isang malaking kasinungalingan sa sarili. Hindi ko sinasabing hindi kaya itong gawin ng lahat ng tao. Ang kailangan kasi dito ay dedikasyon at komitment sa sarili. Marami sa atin ay wala nito. Para lang yang isang laging sinasabi natin na bukas hihinto na ako sa paginom, bukas hihinto na ako magyosi, at bukas ay magdidiet na talaga ako. Dahil unang una pag bagong taon ay sandamakmak na alak at pagkain ang nakahanda. Pwede ka pang maglipat lipat ng bahay meron pang tirang pagkain. Kinabukasan makikita mo si muning at si bantay na bundat at malapit nang mamatay sa pagkaempacho.

Sa pagawa natin ng pagbabago sa sarili kasabay ng bagong taon. Kailangan natin ng panata at isang pangako sa sarili na hindi ko na gagawin ang mga bagay na kung ano man yun. Kahit naman kasi hindi na napakahabang listahan na para kang nangungumpisal ang gawin mo. Kahit isa lang naman basta lang may maituwid ka lang sa landas mong bumabaluktot o mali.

Taon taon makikita natin sa Telebisyon na nakikipanayam sa mga artista at mga personalidad. Ganito daw ganun daw babaguhin ko na to, di na ko magddroga, di na ako mangbabakla, at kung anu ano pa. Pero ewan ko lang kung nagawa ba nila di ko naman kasi nasubaybayan kahit na medyo tsismoso ako. Tatanong ko na lang kay aling kontsing dyan sa kanto.

Madidinig din natin ang mga Fortune Teller tungkol sa kahihinatnan ng ating mga Zodiac signs.



 Taurus – magiingat sa lovelife maari kang lokohin ng partner mo sa iyong kumpare o kung babae naman ay kumare.

 Pisces – Mawawalan ka ng trabaho. Kaya akitin mo ang boss para maging ligtas sa tanggalan.





Aquarius – Wag matutulog habang nagmamaneho. Magiingat din sa mga rapist.



Capricorn – Wag magpupunta kung saan saan, madidisgrasya ka.

Virgo – Bilang na ang mga araw mo.

Kung hangang ngayon ay nagpapaniwala ka pa sa mga hula o naniniwala ka pa din sa lahat ng sinasabi ni Madam Awring e gud lak na lang sayo. Lagi lang tatandaan meron tayong free will at mga sarili lang natin ang guguhit ng ating mga kapalaran.

Kahit nung bata ako ay nagbabasa din ako ng ganyan. At kahit papaano umaasa sa mga nababasa ko sa dyaryo tungkol sa aking Zodiac. Sa telebisyon naman  mas naniniwala ako kay Dr. Marji Holmes kesa kay Madam Awring. Ewan ko ba , sa di ko maipaliwanag na dahilan.

Ok, sa resolusyon uli. Ako sa sarili ko, hindi ako hipokrito. Ako man ay kasama sa mga sinasabi kong walang mga disiplina sa sarili. Siguro kung iisipin ko yung mga nagawa ko dating resolusyon ay wala siguro akong nabago. E pano mo ba naman kasi iiwasan ang pagkain. Pati ang mga ibang bisyo. E kung anung bawal yun nga ang masarap e. Kaya nga masarap ang buhay.

  Etong taon na to meron pa din akong gagawin . Pero pinangako ko to sa sarili ko mga isang taon na ang nakakalipas. Nung nakilala ko ang babae sa buhay ko. Itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang Aileen. Ang kwento naming sa susunod na kabanata na. Pero sabi ko lang sya na ang huling huling babae sa buhay ko. At hangang ngayon ay solid pa din. O yeah!! Bisyo? Mmm Zero pa ako sa resolusyon na yan saka na lang siguro pag nasa ospital na ako.

Paputok

Bakit kaya ang mga tao sinasabing mahirap ang buhay ngayon , mataas ang presyo ng bilihin at gasolina,
maraming utang at kung anu ano pa. Pero tuwing bagong bagong taon ay nakakabili ng paputok? Natatandaan ko nung nagaaral pa ako, sa paguwi ko sa probinsya na kilokilometro ang trapik sa exit ng Bocaue sa Express way. Ilang oras ang gugugulin ko para lang makalagpas sa trapik na yun. ...Sa haba nun pede ka nang abutin ng bagong taon sa daan. Mahaba din ang hilera ng mga nagtitinda ng paputok sa daan at nagkukumpulan ang mga parokyano na kala mo tumataya sa karera ng kabayo.

Nung bata ako naalala ko na naglalaro kami ng bespren ko na si Balong ng mga paputok. Mas matapang sya sa akin dahil ang pinaglalaruan nya ay mga bawang at plapla, meron ding superlolo. Ako isang box ng watusi at darna. Minsan nagpapaputok din ako ng 5 star. Pero nilalagyan ko ito ng timer. Naglalaro din kami ng kanyon na may kalboro. Na kahit na kanyon ay safe at mas malakas sa uri ng mga paputok nung mga panahong yun. Pero ang pinakaespesyal ay ang aming homemade paputok. Isang kahoy na nilagyan ng nakabaluktot na bakal na may goma ng tirador at basyo ng bala ng baril. Lalagyan mo ito ng tinatawag naming PERMINANTE (isang uri ng paputok na kulay pula na kailangan pukpukin para pumutok). Malakas ito. Sobrang nakakatulig , pero kami tuloy ang pukpok ng aming sandata hangang mabingi na kami at di na namin namamalayan na tinatawag na pala kami ng mga nanay namin.

Ngayon sa mga nakikita ko, wala akong masabi sa mga bagong paputok na napakalalakas, di ko alam kung sinong bingi ang nakaimbento nito para lang marinig nyang mahina pa ang putok ng superlolo. Ito ngayon ay nagebolb na bilang goodbye earth, Binladen, at ang pinakabagong Good Bye Philippines. Ang watusi noon ay nagebolb na bilang Picollo. Sabagay ang watusi ay nakakalason pag iyong kinain at nakakapaso lalo na pag kiniskis mo ng kabuhok na lang ang laki. Nakakagulat din ang watusi pag naapakan dahil bigla itong pumuputok na minsan ay nagiging sanhi ng pagkabagok.
Siguro obsolit na din ngayon ang mga 1 star na paputok. Dahil walang sinabi ang putok nito sa malagranadang mga tunog ngayon.

Ang punto ko lang po ngayon, bilang mga taong may eksperyens na sa paputok nung ating mga kabataan, wag na sana natin ipamana ang ganitong tradisyon sa ating mga anak. Ipangaral natin ang ating mga nakita sa telebisyon nung araw. Na hindi makakabuti sa lahat ang magpaputok sa bagong taon. Sa aking sariling opinyon ang tradisyong makakapagpaalis ng masasamang espirito ang mga paputok ay mali. Sa laki ba naman ng mga paputok ngayon e kahit mga alien sa ibang planeta ay maririnig ito.

Kung di talaga maiwasan ang magpaputok lalo ang mga makatradisyong ating mga kababayan ,(mga lasing na gusto lang mangbulahaw), tayo po ay magingat at isipin na mas importante ang mga buto at mga laman sa ating mga daliri kesa sa pagpapalis ng mga masasamang espirito. Sa mga panahong ito mga rapist, masasamang loob at mga corrupt na opisyal ang ating kailangang paputukan at bulahawin.

Maligayang Bagong Taon sa inyong lahat.
 

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Sa unang post kong ito. Gusto ko lang munang magbigay ng mga paglalarawan sa aking sarili. Sympre hindi ko sasabihn ang aking totoong pangalan, address, at marital status sa kadahilanan ginawa ko itong blog na ito para sa aking "alter ego". Parang malasuperman ang dating diba. Gusto ko lang kasing isulat ang mga pangyayari sa buhay ko dahil medyo marami na akong napagdaanang drama at minsan ay may pagkaextreme pa ang aking mga pinagagawa. Parang nawala ako sa topic ah. Ay oo nga pala.. ayun... nagpapakilala nga pala ako. Unang una wala ako sa Pilipinas, isa akong Owepdobolyu, ang edad ko ay nasa trenta, medyo maputi at sabi nila ay muka daw akong halimaw pag galit. O ayan pede na yan. Baka mapanaginipan nyo pa ang mukha ko at bangungutin pa kayo at sisihin nyo pa ako.

Ang sabi ko nga medyo mahirap at hindi madali ang buhay ko. Pero siguro dahil lang yun sa hindi ako kuntento sa mahabang panahon. Dahil kung magkkwento naman ako. Marami maiingit sa pinagdaanan ko. Para sa akin mahirap pero bahala na kayong humusga Blog ko naman to at pwede ko sabihin kung anung gusto ko.

Ang point ko lang naman dito ay ikwento ang mga napagdaanan ko. Sa tingin ko may mga taong magiging interesado pero hindi sa punto na gagawin sa maala ala mo kaya. Hindi naman ganun kadrama.

O ayan ok na muna yan. Shet parang walang sense ang mga sinabi ko ah. Sige unang post pa lang naman e. Basal pa.